i want to die i wanna know i wanna not doubt odubt doubt doubt doubt oubt dou g doubt doubt doub oubt doubt doubt doubt doubt h=fuck my red hair fuck it fuck my red hair and my dimples fuck mu stomach fuxck my voicehat fuck my slowness fuck my doubt fuck my lonliness fuck […]Read more "hey man i love you, but no fucking way"
what will it take for me to stop feeling this way. why do i have to not change. why does it always feel impossible.Read more "can’t"
Literally high ok so tyler sort of scared the shit out of me yesterday. he told me he loved me? The summary of the entirety of what was said was “I’m finding things out about you long field of vision with little pieces of you and it comes out as i scroll through your tumblr […]Read more "Hi"
Oh my gosh I found what works for me!!! Ok so what I’ve been doing is writing a checklist of at least 5 things to do daily. So far I’ve only done it three days but the fact that I did it again I feel good that I am accomplishing something!!!!! And the trick is, […]Read more "I feel so great accomplishing things!!!!!"
I wrote down a to do list for the day of 5 things that I told myself I was going to accomplish and I did them. I am so proud of myself. Update: I am on 100mg of Zoloft now I like Tyler but am afraid that this is going to end up like my […]Read more "5 things"
I have a skewed perception of myself. People don’t see the things I think they see. I am a contributing member of society. France: sitting on the banks on the Seine drinking wine and smoking cigarettes American: always worrying French have different outlook on life Stop putting so much pressure on yourself. Be a contributing […]Read more "10/27/2015"
I will loose 15 lbs I will loose 15 lbs I will loose 15 lbs.Read more "I want to loose 15 lbs"