Relocate

I’ve always had the certain idea that would never end up in Mississippi. i wanted to go to College out of state but that wasn’t an option due to funds. It was devastating. i want to have a farm one day in the mountain with my significant other, where I can write and live off […]

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Age

age is something I look forward to in retrospect but I dread at the same time. i dread age because of the American world I live in because it’s becoming more and more corrupt and that makes me feel hopeless i find hope in age because i imagine myself able to accomplish the things that […]

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To the Only Person Who Knows About this Stupid Ass Blog and has Blocked me on all Forms of Social Media Therefore I Can’t Contact You

I still love you. Please read this and know that. I miss you everyday but I will not contact you because I know that will interrupt what you’re trying to do. I’m still not where I want to be with myself but I know I think about you all the fucking time. And I don’t […]

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I’m sad because i want to do more. I can’t say all that i want to say. I feel contracted because I’m scared to fuck up. I’m scared i won’t succeed. i guess I’m just feeling a little extra worthless.

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Sophomore

Well, I don’t really anything to compare myself to from how I used to be, because I didn’t really right much down. But I can say with 100% assurance, if anything, I am doing better. I am more motivated. I am getting more things done. I am so happy for myself for doing that. *pats […]

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thoughts

I wish I could remember all the thoughts in my head. Then maybe I could put the pieces together. I think I remember about 20% of the things I experience on a day-to-day basis. I keep on thinking the same thoughts. Sometimes, I think that some of my already thought thoughts are thoughts that are […]

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In Love

Wow I’m in love with Tyler. I always want to be around him and he makes me feel so comfortable. Sometimes I want to write him something, something that would make him feel special inside and so that he would know how much I mean to him, something to really show him how much I […]

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